3 things
1. I cannot have emotional connections
2. I am so moody.
3. I am so obsessive.
#1
Ever since I had my brian injury, I havnt been able to really connect emotionally with anyone. I just dont feel loss. My boyfriend on 2 years broke up with me, and I was completly over it in 3 days...I met another guy and we kinda stopped talking and...I didnt much care.... Hah! idk its sad but its kinda nice. Im just affraid. I have kept telling myself that I will have a hard time getting married because I am such a dominant and strong woman. I dont believe in feminism and i need a man that is going to step up to the plate. But society is making all men less and all women more. I will maintian my position, but I NEED a man that is someone that can handle how strong I am...and lead me. and on top of that... i now am terrified that i will not be able to feel any emotion over this guy.
#2
I have been so angry today. I was manic for about 2 parts of today : Early 7-11 and then depressive from 11-3 and then manic from 3-7 and then really really angry and irritated since 7 til now (11)
I hate this
#3
I am so obsessive. I need to be doing things and managing things at all times. ugh.
Im so irritated i dont even want to finish this.
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