Its not about the croutons.

You have had every moment of every day to win me back, but each opportunity you miss shows how easily you are willing to give me up. Im over it, im not waiting. But one day I will look back and say I loved with all I knew how, and I just wish for you that you will be able to say the same. But love is never wrong... only misguided.
There is someone out there that i could have been loving with all my heart, they way that i loved you.
its just misguided.
Now everyone let me be alone. I have to start looking for myself again...just to find that i wasnt wrong in what i did. Just misguided.

I disappear into the person I love. I am the permeable membrane. If I love you, you can have everything. You can have my time, my devotion, my ass, my money, my family, my dog, my dog’s money, my dog’s time – everything. If I love you, I will carry for you all your pain. I will assume for you all your debts (in every definition of the word), I will protect you from your own insecurity, I will project upon you all sorts of good qualities that you have never actually cultivated in yourself and I will buy Christmas presents for your entire family. I will give you the sun and the rain, and if they are not available, I will give you a sun check and a rain check. I will give you all this and more, until I get so exhausted and depleted that the only way I can recover my energy is by becoming infatuated with someone else.

Eat Pray Love - Elizabeth Gilbert