Forever.
its a long way down isnt it?
but it seems that the only way i can go is down.
you either get married or you break up.
and i have already dated... 11 guys... and im 19.
so right now my odds arent looking good...
or maybe his odds are the ones that arent looking good.
its about love.
when you want someone thats when you lose them.
and when you need them they are gone.
and you cry and piss yourself and eat lots of ice cream and rotisserie chicken.
and you get all fat and pathetic and turn into this monster and you lose yourself
and he starts thinking that this isnt the woman he loves.
he never loved the crying and the complaining, but he loved you so he put up with it cause he loved you and there was so much more left of you.
but now youve turned into a psycho crier and no one seems to be able to find the woman you once were.
we lose ourselves because we think we have found something, but no one will ever be able to be who you were and now that you've compromised that the world has lost someone great. and he has lost someone great.
half of my relationships ended because we were so young.
others ended because he wasnt happy anymore.
because i wasnt there anymore. I wasnt alive. I was scared and lost myself.
its time to not be a desperate mess. Its time to live.
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