I didnt quite believe you last time....one more time with feeling???

Song= Tiny Vessels by Death Cab for Cutie.
"This is the moment that you know... that you told her that you loved her... but you dont.
Touch her skin and then you think... 'She is beautiful but she dont mean a thing to me'.
Yeah she is beautiful but she dont mean a thing to me."

HI JENNY! I LOVE YOU! I'M GLAD I SAW YOU TODAY! <3 JO - hahah joh joh wrote that when i left the computer.

Home sick today. I think im more homesick than actually at home and sick. I miss my family. I live with them, but Im always so busy and distant. But i love them more than anything. They are the only ones that have been here through it all. I believe that my parents could have left a million different times throughout my life, but we all stuck through it and fell in love with each other.

Family is everything. I really want to take each one of them on a date! hahah! =]
Jay - we would go ice skating and he would show me everything he can do. Then we would go to the thrift store and spend the whole day there trying to speak spanish and giggle at the old women.
Jorgie- we would go bike riding and then we would go get coffee and talk about boys and girls, highschool, and expectations. How much it sucks to get older. I would tell her the secrets of staying young forever.
Johanna- we would get super dressed up and go for a walk in rice park.
Momma- i would take her to get her nails done. and then we would sit at caribou and talk for hours!
Pappa- I would spend the day cleaning and doing yard work with him, and then i would make him dinner at home, or else go to a controversial movie and discuss it with him!

and cliffy...we would just go for a walk. and i would feed her...and then she would know i love her. bah!

Kendra and i talked about boys today. for those of you that dont know me, you probably think i sound super feminist and like leaning toward the side of lesbianism because of all the negative things i say about men...but i think women are equally as stupid. I just dont want to get married to a woman so the negative things girls say and do to me dont bother me as much.
HAHAh and for all of you that know me....you know how emotional i can be and, although, i am not exaggerating my life to make it seem more interesting, I like to have tunnel vision every now and then! ;]