so many things going through my head today.
i just finished orientation at UofM and it was a lot to take in.
but i guess i dont know how to say what it is.
but its just....life. i guess.
what the hell am i going to do.
music, art, and dance? like what the hell. theres no positions open for that.
i love music because ive always been good at it.
art is something that is so expressive to me and makes me so happy
dance is what changed me from who i was.
so what am i doing in college? what do i want to learn?
dance? art? music? these are things i love and i am interested in. but what kind of jobs can i get doing this?
and u of m doesnt have "expressive therapies" or "art, music, and dance therapy"
heres what im thinking. major in psych and double minor in art and dance. that way i am a art and dance therapist. and music is something that i know so much about that i would just have "a background in music"
but is that much school worth it? i have to be a psychologist. thats like 8 years? but if im doing study abroad and summer sessions and all thats about maybe 6 years??? idk
but theres so much more than that. i feel totally lost. i miss you, but you might be the worst mistake i ever make. this is a heavy choice and i need to make sure im positive about it before i jump to anything. i dont know how to say this.
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