I've been having this reoccurring feeling the past month and today i thought about letting it out. I sat in that spot where i think about it and dwell and than remind myself that i dont want to handle this now and it seems like a perfect thing for Future Jenessa to deal with.
I had my cyst removed from my ass yesturday and its going to be tested for anything cancerous. hurts like hell.
I feel at one point I had so much to say and now im getting cold feet and stage fright.
Im not who I was but i think im getting to who i want to be. all i can say is that im were im suppose to be right now. and thats the best i can do.
Im just done.
I was never any good with relationships and people. I think i know too much about people than whats good for me. i dont need to analyse because i just know.
im not going to wait for life to find me.
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