When I Became ED and Hit My Head...Hard.: its almost better to keep moving... makes you feel like life it still going even though you were sure it shattered to pieces a while back.

6.07.2011

its almost better to keep moving... makes you feel like life it still going even though you were sure it shattered to pieces a while back.

"but in another sense I feel like its almost better to keep moving... makes you feel like life it still going even though you were sure it shattered to pieces a while back"

these where my exact quotes today. and for once, they are words i actually feel confident about. ive never been good at stopping and healing. Instead i usually take the panda express bowl and living and relationships and limit myself to either wontons or pot stickers.

i dont want either.

within the past month i cheated, was cheated on, broke 2 hearts, mended one, possibly crushed mine in the mending process but casualties are inevitable.

i still feel like he is not trustworthy. and i know im probably going to hate myself for this all later.

I just keep telling myself,

"as we sit here alone, we must know, that one day we will move on"

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Kendras inspiration to me

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.